I will be anywhere, but without you

"I can feel it pass me by... I can feel its pain... I can feel it walk on by... I can feel I'm standing here alone... and my sins are flashing before my eyes... I can feel myself steadily standing... trembling but strongly divine...

I can tell you won't be around no more... I can hear you whisper beautifully to someone... I can be what you can't make me be... I can be what I never wanted to be... I can stop my world and slide into yours...

You can hear me faint... You can hear me die away... You can hear me carry my love for you... You can hear me drown... You can hear me vaguely whisper... Do you have to close your heart... Just not to listen... Just not to listen to my beautiful words sworn to be true forever... That I love you...

You can see me close my vision... You can picture my ear of seeing my future... The endless future of not having you... I will be blazed in hell... I will be pampered in heaven... I will be... I will be... anywhere, but without you..."

Imipramine - Nova Riyanti Yusuf